A New Chapter

So, I'm new to blog writting. Actually I'm new to any form of writting that isn't a long winded boring eassy. I've never written anything remotely funny or exciting in my whole life. But I figured you are never to old to start something new! 

I'm Mumma G and one of those crazy woman that has 2 little kiddies under 2, let alone 2 little boys under 2. But they are amazing little boys. The oldest is Bug Man and I can't actually believe that in just 23 days he will be 2. The years are speeding by, but I love watching him grow and becoming the smart and confident person that he is. Bug Man is the most awesome big brother to Little Jay. Little Jay is almost 6 months old and is what I like to think of as my challenge baby. Because some days if I could turn back the clock I'd tell Dr Frank to put him back and leave him there. But he is my baby and when I see his cheeky little smile my heart melts and I'm so glad he picked me to be his mumma.

Then there is my husband, DaddaG. He stole my heart in a whirlwind romance that saw us married in 364 days. From that first day I knew he was the man for me. 95% of the time I can't imagine life without him and then there is that other 5% when he leaves his dirty washing on the floor or doesn't put the rubbish out and I want to kill him. But he is my rock and my best friend, so I forgive (or will eventually) the socks on the floor.

Both of our beautiful boys where born with clefts. Bug Man was born with a unilateral cleft lip, while Little Jay had a unilateral cleft lip and palate. In the first 12 months these boys endure more than I could ever imagine and we currently await the Little Jays palate repair in a few months. Little Jay has a few other minor medical issues, but this next surgery will be our biggest challenge to date. 

& about me. Well I don't really know who I am aside from being a mumma, a wife and sadly a Facebook addict. I think once I became a mumma the rest just slowly slipped away. I struggle to find the balance between work, being a wife and being the mumma my boys deserve. I'm a perfectionist and anything less feels like a failure. But I'm hoping this blog will help me find me again and regain the passion for things that I used to have. Or at least give me something else to do other than spending way to much time on Facebook. I might even surprise myself and pick up and finish a book. Before sleep deprevation kicked in, I was an avid reader and I really do miss it.


Well I best be signing off for the night, tomorrow begins the working week. I used to love my job but now... well now that is an idea for another blog.

Night night